No hard feelings

I’m a person who tends to be unsympathetic to people I knew who made their lives miserable. I mean, call me unfair but that’s how I see and understand it. I don’t want to be in the company of miserable people. I always believed that I am responsible for whatever happens in my life. OF COURSE! I don’t blame other people if I’m sad or unhappy. That’s my entire fault. I run my life and it’s my show.

You know someone came up to me and asked if I could be nice and lend some money. Pagdating pa naman sa pera, it’s such a touchy subject. I’m not used to bothering other people to pay for my obligations and I hate begging at all. I always live within my means because I hate the thought of being in “debt”. There were times when I’m out of cash because I promise not to bring more than I need for the day. So one time, I asked hubby for money, we were going inside the mall and I wanted to be discreet about getting the money from him. Siya pa naman, laging hindi sinasadya na mag-open ng wallet tapos marami nakatingin. So I tell him, “Don’t make me feel like I’m begging”. I do that because even on an empty wallet, I need to stay positive; I can still think that there is abundance.

And so, going back to that touchy subject, I was surprised during the next days how that person tried to avoid me because she didn’t get what she wanted. Oh so touchy, touchy, touchy.

I wonder why people tend to sulk…and I got answers from this site. The reasons for sulking in many cases are: feeling oppressed, feeling ignored, feeling ashamed and feeling embarrassed.

What do you get for sulking? Nothing!

Just bad feelings!